Happy Mothers day ..

(by the way ..we just need to know  our children are a blessing either way , everyway..but i know you know this already)

I am so sorry to hear that your daughter will have a cleft, its definetely every parent doesnt want to hear. but some children for them it isnt that bad, and its just a small scaring after fix up and stuff, i hope your girl isnt too effected with it.

Having girls are cute, we couldn't decide on our daughters name until i was in full force contractions in 3am in the morning .. but she didnt come until 8:01am... Her name is Evelynne by the way , she has 2 middle names Mary and Rose, hubby didnt like Rosemary, so we swapped it around. Her big brother Zack (Zachariah) adores her and i hope that your 2 also enjoy each other.

Take care and best of luck.

Jessica

((((((((((((((Lucky)))))))))))))))  I'm so sorry for your pain.  I am praying for you and your little one...Have added you to my prayer list.

   Remember that God is with you both and love syou both so very much.

   Much Love and many hugs!,

        Jewel

AWW!! Congrats...you have good sense in namesHow far along are you??

Miss

how did  dhr get your info .where you currently lived, email etc ..

 someone needs to get john in a dark ally & pull a 'loraina bobbet on him'.

[dissapointedwife]

Man that sucks!
I was hoping I just misunderstood=(

What does he say about that?

ilY!
AShley

are u serious about the 1st sentence ?? OMG

how do you know this ?

[dissapointedwife]

Ok,let me see if I can get these things straight.

You AND another girl is pregnant with the same guys baby.

You and him were secretly dating/living together.

You and him broke up because he was sleeping around.

And then you find out you're pregnant,and he doesn't want it.

Am I right?
Im really sorry this happened to you=(

Guys like that suck!

ily.

Ashley

  The car is truly beautiful and hot!   I hope that you are able to get it!

   Thanks so much for the letter! I wrote you back..hope that you got it.

   Have a Blessed day!,

         Jewel

looks good.

i want a mustang for my first car.

my parents said theyd rather get me a station wagon.

lol.

hope you get it!

  It was soooo good to get a note from you! Made me smile to hear from you and to get some news on how you are doing! I'd love to stay in contact with you through email..my address is jewelietsparkles@hotmail.com   Feel free to write any time...Just put you nicname in the title so that I know it's from you.

   The car that you are planning to get sounds lovely. 

    I'm so happy that you got a new and better job! YAY !

    I'm sorry to hear about that poor girl that was cutting herself. I'm so glad that they are getting her help now.  We both know that life can be filled with heartache and disappointment...Cutting could so easily become an addiction.

    You remind me to be even more grateful for my time with my mom.

    Update again soon or write.

   Love,

    Jewel

 hey you . yes sometimes it just best to get away from  ' a life you choose to forget about for reasons !!"

When is steve due to get out ?

Im guessing he knows  that youir at his  parents house /Hows the whole things going w. them .I know there were some issues ?

How are you feeling ? when is your due date again ?

Are you making sure you take all your vitamins ? And trying to stay stress free..lol. yea right .

 happiness always ..

`me

 hey there.. how are you doing ??

How R u feeling ?

Hows the new job?

hope all is good.

`me

[dissapointedwife]

Dear Lucky,

  Thank you so much for your note..I have thought of you often and wondered how you were doing..I'm looking forward ot your next update!

   Glad to have you back with us. 

   Have a Blessed Day!

   Love,

    Jewel

hey you..hope things are going good.

`me

hey you.. when you find out  what your having,let me know.I have so many  girls clothes its not funny, and hey if I can help out a friend in need. GREAT .Although emily was born in June, so the season might be 'off a lil'.. but she was a  skinny (still is ) one, so the size during the season might be good if ya have a girl.

I havn't  read  many diaries  on here..been pre-occupied.. but I love the girls name melissa for some reason..and zachery seems to be the # pick for you, if ya have a boy..lol. zachery is  a nice name. Just  dont pick Calab, if I have a boy id like to name him that ..lol..jk,, I know I asked the family to NOT pick that ..Its so different. Then my sister in law found out she was having  a baby  , and she had the nerve to say "Caleb is nice..1st come 1 born.. maybe I will name him caleb"...I was pissed.Again, thats family knowing I have that name picked.. but any hows she ended up having a girl anyway..lol

Im glad to read ya have 'not bothered  contacting John'.Im proud of you . It does show ya just what kind of guy he is . Im sorry . My prayers are there for you , during pregnanacy , and forever. How has Jerome been towards the whole'mommy having a baby ?"..

Its got to be exciting.Keep up the good eating. As the months pass,  I will know from your entries if  your baby is a girl..But the offer is there for the clothes, if you have a girl..I just love freebees. :) I plan to sell alot of them in ahuge garage sale Im having in spring, and again in summer what might be left over, but I will put aside once I know ( if ) you are having a girl. I promise.

stay happy.

(HUGS) me

[dissapointedwife]

VERY smart, giving the baby your last name. My friend didn't, and should have; life would be a lot easier for her if her daughter didn't have his name.

Best of luck.

 Glad to see you back!    I'm 42 and my daughter is 18.  I hope that things continue to go well with your pregnancy! 

   Have a Blessed day!,

        Jewel

You still have a lot of time to buy stuff for your baby. One thing I would like to say is don't buy too many new born outfits. My baby didn't even get to wear some of his and he outgrew them.. they grow so fast.

As for names, I really like Xavier and Zachary.

10 weeks..Pretty!!! , wonderful. Stay strong & happy.. hugs to ya ..

`me

[dissapointedwife]

Happy 9 weeks :)

Don't worry, your baby will be here before you know it... when you look back on it, you'd think time flew by.. it may seem to take too long now :o)

Take good care of yourself and the little one.

Love,

[Sapphires]

I  read your previous entry and OMG, your life is f***ed. I also got that kinda f*** face here. I broke up with him because everyone told me that he slept with his ex girlfriend for about weeks and that's when we lost contact. So I came to him when we worked together and told him that I want to break-up. But he still won't admit it, even everyone told me that he really played behind myback because he boasted about it, proudly!

So days after that I went to my doctor because I haven't got my period after more than a month and I found out that I'm 5 weeks pregnant (6 weeks now). But I have nothing and my condition make me can't keep this baby and he surely won't responsible because he already has 3 kids and I'm not English. The same like you, he will never use protection so I don't know how many germs he has on his dick's head.

So now we know that "a man that will never use protection means he is a natural f***er" so don't ever fall for them!

I hope you feel better soon.... the fatigue and laziness is part of it! Best of Luck

Love,

[Sapphires]

I'm so glad you're thinking what is best for the baby!!

You're a great person and mother!

Hope things take Care!

<333333333333333333333

Sara.

stay strong! i unfortunately was pregnant and due on my 21st with my second child..but he came late anyways..lol

take care

  You are so very strong.  You are an inspiration. I am so glad that you are having the baby.

   Much Love and many good wishes,

         Jewel

wow.. oh dear..All I can say is Im glad your keeping the baby.You will get through it.I know you will.

But as far as name, esp since John is being such a moron, and again, not a responsible father.. taking responsibility for his children he makes.. (ya know..I hate to sound this way , boy he is the kind of man that give men a name )..but he doesnt deserve to have any children. He needs to have his penis chopped off..Lil by Lil.

I wouldn't name the baby John at all.I know its Johns child,but  if its a boy  DO YOU HONESTY feel he deserves the name. But he was being right there with you, when you were togehter, because it was convenient I feel.

What??? did his ex tell him the story you had told each other on IM ? then he's just being a jerk that he can be ? I wouldnt even give him the day to have a child named (1st name ) after him.  the child needs to grow up in the loving home you bring him/her up in, but when he gets older , for him( if its  boy) he needs to know what kind of jerk his father is towards WOMEN, so he wont be like him9if its a boy).Naming him John, i think will jinx him, and maybe have him have nightmares of maybe being like his dad. You see this sometimes. the kids wish they didnt have the name they have , esp when their father is a louse up..screw up.....then they change it .Why  dont you spare the child in your belly the time, and dont name it if its a boy John.

Im sorry if my words hurt you .Im just sick of john already . You have  been there for him, and he has to realize what  a  moron he is.  He cant just get into a womans panties, and  then get her pregnant , and enjoyed himself , till he wanted to move onto the next.what does he think he is in a cult or something??

remind him(i know you wrote you wont email, text..good for you..just tryign to prove a point ) we live in AMERICA , although we are the land of freedom..we live in the United States of America, where we love 1, and dont slut around to bring children into this world with many men(women), and  the only true God is God.  AND HE does not allow that  in His world.

If he wants many women  to carry his children, tell him to move to  another country where the 'wacks ' do it '..Its not wanted in your town, in mine either.

Ive said my word..sorry. take care of yourself.. I wanted to say ,  to help you though this, just knowing like you sad its hard to get over John how you felt(felt) of him.. maybe you can 'talk' to someone ..Does your health insurance pay for it ?

`me

   I'm sorry that I don't have a clue what's going on with you and John...But your note to me better explains it...I'm so glad that you aren't having an abortion...I am so sad that he expects you to.   

   Update soon and catch us up.

   Love,

    Jewel

  I'm glad to know that you're still alive.   I agree with you about the way that you are handling things with John...Give him some time...I think he'll come around.

   I hope that your feeling okay.  I'm sorry that you are having to deal with this stress.

   Have a Blessed day!,

       Jewel

YaY

Good for you my dear.

I'm sooooooooo glad that you have decided to keep the baby! YAY God! YAY You!

It would have been so easy for me to say its wrong and abortion is equivalent to muder but putting myself in your shoes, i can't say that. Maybe if in a similiar situation, like yourself, who's been against abortions all your life, I'd have done the same.

Do whatever you think is best for you and your child. Just think over it, make sure this is what you want and u won't regret it later on.

*hugs* and love,

[Sapphires]

I just checked into your diary via anothers recommendation, so here i am. I have read the last few 20 or so pages here, and boy is it a mess. I feel so sorry about you, falling for this guy John and him not being there for you and not wanting this baby , when its he should be resposible and care about birth control. Sorry that your boy is mesing up. I have a almost 2 year old son, my son always comes home a disobient child from my MIL, i tried not interacting with them for awhile and boy was he an angel during that period. Because they let him do what he likes even stay up til 11 at night, he can run loose with no consiquences but here i have rules. Its hard now that i have a 2 month old daughter aswell. With both my kids i had 2nd thoughts, but i just couldnt do it, i hope you do whats right for all of you. Good luck.

Jessica

Is everything going OK ? I'm really worried, you seem such a  nice person !

Maggie

What you wrote is very sad, yet so beautiful. I'm in admiration at the moment at how someone can change feelings into words so well.

Maggie

i commented in your email. Hope your day is going nice..

`me

[dissapointedwife]

wow, unf***ing believable

go figure huh...i understand about the not being able to move on thing though..completely....im going through that now....i know i should walk away...but ...i....just....cant.....

stay strong though

and keep your head up

(((((((((((((((((Lucky)))))))))))))))))))))  I'm so sorry that things have turned out this way...Why in the world do we both have to go through this during the holidays!  I can't advise you on what to do...I'm haveing a hard time making my own decisions...I do know how it is to love someoen and want to work it out. I'd be pissed at him too..seems like too much game playing and drama...Love shouldn't have to be THIS hard...But I guess it sometimes is.

   Praying for the best for you!,

           Jewel

   Wonderful advice here. I hope that your day is Blessed!

   Love,

    Jewel

ok i just read like the wholeeeeee conversation and i think the two of u shld tell him the truth u know. that way he would actually know... im assuming that other girl is telling the truth and that u are too. if u both are then tell him. really. if u wanna help her, get the truth out.see how he reacts to it. maybe then, u BOTH can move on.

just a suggestion =)

sounds like a serious issue with this girl, whats her deal anyways? is she in love with him but hes in love with you? sounds complicated.....stay strong and keep your head up and dont let her bring you down to her level....

~sapphyre~

((((((((((((((Lucky)))))))))))))))) I'm sorry that you have been through all of that and for what you are going through today with this womans drama.   Ignore her and maybe she will go away..You don't need the stress of her nonsense.

   Wishing you a BLESSED Day!

    Love,

      Jewel

hey ...

id just block her.. I know I have to read your diary alot.. Im so behind w/ everything .Ya know I didnt even get my christmas cards out yet..gulp.. they sit on my counter, as this a.m, while emily was eating breakfast , I finished writing them out..good grief..

I will read, comment soon..sorry.. ya shud just block that chick . be done w./ her since you told her your side, and put her into her place. Dont EVEN lower yourself down  to people , when they have alot of growing up to do. Just tells ya what kind of person  she is , to write that to you , but just block her.

stay strong..

`me

[dissapointedwife]

The girl sounds like a 'you-know-what'... best thing to do is to ignore her.

[Sapphires]

(((((((((((((Lucky)))))))))))) I'm sorry that you went through that.   You have ALOT of self-control not to mention it.   I would be sooooo mad and hurt. 

   I'm glad that Jerome had a good Christmas despite being ill. I hope that he is better today.

   I hope that your day is Blessed!,

             Jewel

sounds like your christmas was about as well as mine....

why are guys so clueless?!?

i hope it got a little better for you.....i went and drank myself into a stupor.....not the right choice but it happened.....take care and just for the record, i wouldve cried too and then got pissed thats crap on his part

Dear Lucky,

   Thank you for the good wishes..I'm wondering how you are...How your Chritmas was....How your son is doing. 

   Update soon and let us know.

    Love,

     Jewel

We have been together for a year now, but it feels like a lifetime

thank you for your advice

Hey :)

Just remember, this behaviour is him reacting to a change in environment. As adults we can rationalise these changes, but children just can't understand. If you put yourself in his shoes, last week he had a different routine (perhaps a bad one) but one he was used to. Children take it hard when you change it all around. The best thing you can do is to keep consistent as you can. Eventually he will learn that things have changed. Bad behaviour needs to be met with a combination of understanding and firmness. Whacking him because he's confused and acting up won't solve any problems, he'll just feel alienated, but perhaps a time out strategy which you enforce could help. I learnt everything i do from supernanny. There's a good equivalent called little angels, you can find this at http://www.bbc.co.uk/parenting/ I time out my daughter Sasha. It works as long as you are consistent. Soon enough he'll have made new friends at day care. While things are confusing with John it might pay to keep him in the background where your son us concerened. It will work out in the end :)

    I'm sorry to read that he's been giving you such a hard time since h'es been home..I really can't advise you since it's been sooooo long since my daughter was that age.  I never had those probs with her at that age...But I did use time outs...It sounds like with his size that may be a problem.  

  I pray that things quickly get better for you.

  Have a Blessed day,

     Jewel

Dear Lucky,

    Thank you for the good wishes.   How is your time with your son going?  How old is he? 

  Update when time allows and let us know how you are and what's new with you.

   Love,

     Jewel

i feel the EXACT same way you do...im dealing with one of my own "john"s right now....

hang in there.....

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

Boy you know all the right thin